i wanna tell you :/

i wanna tell shah , that i still like him , but i am scared he won't treat me like the way he treat me now . its hard to tell him . he makes me happy , he's the only guy can do that to me :/

sometimes i wonder , maybe he us just using me to forgot about anis :/ , if he does ,

i don't know what to do . i wanna tell him , but everytime i wanna tell him , he will like someone

which is very close to me :/ does he knows that , everynight i cried becouse of him ?

does he knows i care about him ? no . i will do anything for him . he wants money , i will give .

he asked me to go to petronas to buy water for him , i will go . i wish one day , he will relize that i love him .

i am at KUCHING (:

hello . so , papa kasi online (: yaaaayy ! heheh . nie laptop dia la ! :P

so , call areef , sbb shah ada dgn dia (: . i call , me : hello , shah ada ? areef : shah tak de , nie

BOYFRIEND shah XD , me : owh . nama you apa ? areef : shahira , me : sekolah mana ?

areef : sekolah usj 2 XD me : hahah , areef : ahah , japjap nie shah .

bodoh gila dowh . diorang otw pergi star -.- pagipagi mcm nie -.- haih . tanya shah ,

mana phone you ? shah ckp mak dia ambik , next month dpt balik ? hahah

eja guna number adik dia yg number 3 (: perr , i rindu dowh eja :( adik kesygn i (:

haih , owh , masa call areef , shah ckp : iman pergi tido . u kan cousin shah yg HANDSOME , pergi tido XD . bajet HANDSOME dowh mammat tu XD

now pukul 2.36 . tak ngantuk lagi . ara achdiat , ara jaya , mama and papa dah tido -.-

haih . saya sorang yg masih bgn di dlm bilik ini :( owh , saya di hotel HILTON kuching (:

tgh dgr lagu 4ever by the veronicas (: . lama dowh tak dgr lagu nie : D

haih , i miss shah , ika , hesilin , anis anndd NIKKY :(

okaay then bye (:

hello there (:

HELLO , taak pergi sekolaaahh (: . ahahah , tak pergi sekolah sbb , balik kampung -.-

mama nak balik . terpaksa ikut la -.- haih . monday nie balik :P

lama kot kat sana . my flight is at 8 something . i am going to miss shah , anis , hesilin , ika , nikky :( , haih .

now nak cerita pasal shah , semenjak dia break ngn anis , dia makin rapt ngn i -.-

i don't know why ? maybe dia rapt ngn i sbb nak lupakan anis . kalau dah lupa pasal anis ,

lupa pasal i -.- . bodoh . thats what i think la . i tak tau betul ke tak -.- kalau betul :/

haih , susah betul shah nie -.-

idk why , i nak call dia tak dpt . Oh , baru ingt phone dia hilang . yes , HILANG .

stupid shah -.- . selalu hilang phone dia -.- . nak call pun tak dpt . nanti , beli number baru ,

guna phone eja . kesian eja . phone dia jugk kene mangsa :/ . eja now , makin comel dowh

sumpah , bdk tu makin comel (: . heheh :P

now , lets talk abt my class at school . I am in 1 Cekal . ada 36 people in the class .

i am the monitor in the class -.- . cikgu pick me -.- walaupun i tak nak jadi . cikgu force me -.-

my class teacher is Cik Wan Hasnah . she is a very STRICK teacher -.- . everything must

be perfect . bestfreind saya dlm kelas ini ialah , RIZ MAE (: . she knows EVERYTHING about me (: lelaki pulaak , ROLAND GOH (: . he is super duper NICE !

p.s : ANIS FARHANI , HESILIN POUZI , RAJA SHAH PUTERA , ZULAIKKHA ALI ,

AQILAH , AREEF DANIAL , i SUPER DUPER love u guys (:

anis farhani (:

weyh , i love you la weyh . kita gaduh mcm mana pun , i ttp syg you (:

jgn sedih okay ? i don't like u sedih mcm nie . i will always syg you (:

so nak ckp tu jee (:

I LOVE YOU ANIS FARHANI ALOT (:

how could you anis ?

how could u do this to me anis ?

ur my BESTFRIEND and u treat me like this ?

WTF ? u tau i suka _ _ _ _ and still u nak couple ngn dia ,

asal u tak ckp no je ?

nak gk ckp yes ? WTF ?

haih , it really hurts my feeling anis , i tak tau asal u sanggup buat nie kat i ,

dulu ckp u ckp u tak suka dia , but now u couple ngn dia ? -________-

i should have never trust you . i was wrong to be freinds with you ,

dah la adik dia EX you , tak dpt adik nak pergi kat abg plak ? think first la aniss ,

soory to say this but , ur not my bestfriend anymore .

yelloo peepss (:

HEELLOO , so sorry lama tak update my blog :P

one . mls nak tulis , two . tak boleh onn , sbb my result gila babi teruk -____-

nie pun i onn , curicuri :P

sso , this is just a short posst (:

byeee (: